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June 18, 2004 - 10:40 p.m.

http://www.brainysmurf.org/archives/001118.html Hooray for the Michael Moore backlash. I am suspicious of universal adulation/ hatred. I do not like the fawning liberal glitterati: Moby,'Lauren Bacall'(whoever she is, she's annoying), Tony Bennett(!:'i think michael moore is a great guy, everying he says is honest, and is just the reality of things' - no Tony! that's blind adulation- bad Tony! bad!). http://news.bbc.co.uk/broadband/news_console.stm "entertainment"=>"could moore's film unseat bush?" Salman Rushdie kicks ass though: 'it made its points in a..very forceful and emotional way.. clearly i share a number of the conclusions that he comes to. Yes, me too Salman. Kerry is preferable to bush, but moore's emotional raving is dissapointing. .. .... Italy midfielder Gennaro Gattuso is suspended for the game against Bulgaria but said: "I would like to see 50 television cameras at that game (Sweden v Denmark)." "Instead of watching us, everybody should go and keep an eye on what happens there. "I'm sick of being lectured. We are Italy and we have a tradition. Let's look in their houses." Italy's Alessandro Del Piero added: "It would be a dirty result if it were to finish 2-2 and we were knocked out. "But I think a 2-2 draw would be a difficult result to arrange, and if it happened it would be a terrible blight on both countries." I hope Italy go out. If its as a result of loosing to Bulgaria, even better. Buy any of these and you will be glad (Books I recently read) .. . .............. .. . . Origin of "The Lake Isle of Innisfree" by W. B. Yeats, from his Autobiography Return to Thoreau Reader - Poetry I had [in London] various women friends on whom I would call towards five o'clock mainly to discuss my thoughts that I could not bring to a man without meeting some competing thought, but partly because their tea and toast saved my pennies for the bus ride home; but with women, apart from their intimate exchanges of thought, I was timid and abashed. I was sitting on a seat in front of the British Museum feeding pigeons when a couple of girls sat near and began enticing my pigeons away, laughing and whispering to one another, and I looked straight in front of me, very indignant, and presently went into the Museum without turning my head towards them. Since then I have often wondered if they were pretty or merely very young. Sometimes I told myself very adventurous love-stories with myself for hero, and at other times I planned out a life of lonely austerity, and at other times mixed the ideals and planned a life of lonely austerity mitigated by periodical lapses. I had still the ambition, formed in Sligo in my teens, of living in imitation of Thoreau on Innisfree, a little island in Lough Gill (photo 62k), and when walking through Fleet Street very homesick I heard a little tinkle of water and saw a fountain in a shop-window which balanced a little ball upon its jet, and began to remember lake water. From the sudden remembrance came my poem "Innisfree," my first lyric with anything in its rhythm of my own music. I had begun to loosen rhythm as an escape from rhetoric and from that emotion of the crowd that rhetoric brings, but I only understood vaguely and occasionally that I must for my special purpose use nothing but the common syntax. A couple of years later I could not have written that first line with its conventional archaism -- "Arise and go" -- nor the inversion of the last stanza. ---------- The Lake Isle of Innisfree I will arise and go now, and go to Innisfree, And a small cabin build there, of clay and wattles made; Nine bean rows will I have there, a hive for the honey bee, And live alone in the bee-loud glade. And I shall have some peace there, for peace comes dropping slow, Dropping from the veils of the morning to where the cricket sings; There midnight's all aglimmer, and noon a purple glow, And evening full of the linnet's wings. I will arise and go now, for always night and day I hear lake water lapping with low sounds by the shore; While I stand on the roadway, or on the pavements grey, I hear it in the deep heart's core. --------------- - - - Crow - Ted Hughes http://ftp.ccccd.edu/andrade/britlit/hughes/poetryh.html Littleblood O littleblood, hiding from the mountains in the mountains Wounded by stars and leaking shadow Eating the medicinal earth. O littleblood, little boneless little skinless Ploughing with a linnet's carcase Reaping the wind and threshing the stones. O littleblood, drumming in a cow's skull Dancing with a gnat's feet With an elephant's nose with a crocodile's tail. Grown so wise grown so terrible Sucking death's mouldy tits. Sit on my finger, sing in my ear, O littleblood. Beowulf - tr. Seamus Heaney (read it lent it, now im worried about loosing it.) Tales from Ovid's Metamorphoses - tr. Ted Hughes (Jupiter rapes nymphs. melancholy vengeance obsession violence. midas narcissus pyramus+thisbe(romeo+juliet)) Hamlet - Shakespeare ("to be or not to be""alas, poor Yoric""take thee to a nunnery!") Les Fleurs du Mal - Baudelaire (opium,pestilance,whores,liquor,dirty paris,satan) Don Quixote - Miguel de Cervantes, tr. Edith Grossman (mocking pop.lit of the time (1605, contempory of Shakespeare!). Quixote goes mad after reading too many tales of knightly valour) The Rattle Bag - eds. Seamus Heaney, Ted Hughes (poetry bits and bobs and gems at random) The School Bag - eds. Seamus Heaney, Ted Hughes (comprehensive anthology of poetry in English. clever juxtaposition of poems) Selected Poems 1923-1958 - E.E. Cummings (half the book is good. women and men (both dong and ding) summer autumn winter spring reaped their sowing and went their came sun moon stars rain --- -- i sing of Olaf glad and big whose warmest heart recoiled at war: a conscientious object-or ------- -- a man who had fallen among theves lay by the roadside on his back dressed in fifteenthrate ideas wearing a round jeer for a hat - ---------- Buffalo Bill's defunct who used to ride a watersmooth-silver stallion and break onetwothreefourfive pigeonsjustlikethat Jesus he was a handsome man and what i want to know is how do you like your blueeyed boy Mister Death) Traditional Chinese Poetry and Poetics - Stephen Owen (quirky organisation. a collection of thoughts, but very learned. some of it reads like a platonic dialoge! Owen seems like a nutter and i like him.) take the plunge? haha ah AHA aha ahAHAHAHAAAAAAa gagagaaagegeg Elizabeth Bishop - At The Fishhouses Adrienne Rich - Diving into the Wreck I just read these two poems and read this comparison. It was good. Now its easy for you to if you have time. http://www.english.uiuc.edu/maps/poets/a_f/bishop/gilbert.htm Rich's is nice, maybe a bit blatant. Elizabeth Bishop's poem is one of the best i have ever read.good. Elizabeth Bishop - At The Fishhouses Although it is a cold evening, down by one of the fishhouses an old man sits netting, his net, in the gloaming almost invisible, a dark purple-brown, and his shuttle worn and polished. The air smells so strong of codfish it makes one's nose run and one's eyes water. The five fishhouses have steeply peaked roofs and narrow, cleated gangplanks slant up to storerooms in the gables for the wheelbarrows to be pushed up and down on. All is silver: the heavy surface of the sea, swelling slowly as if considering spilling over, is opaque, but the silver of the benches, the lobster pots, and masts, scattered among the wild jagged rocks, is of an apparent translucence like the small old buildings with an emerald moss growing on their shoreward walls. The big fish tubs are completely lined with layers of beautiful herring scales and the wheelbarrows are similarly plastered with creamy iridescent coats of mail, with small iridescent flies crawling on them. Up on the little slope behind the houses, set in the sparse bright sprinkle of grass, is an ancient wooden capstan, cracked, with two long bleached handles and some melancholy stains, like dried blood, where the ironwork has rusted. The old man accepts a Lucky Strike. He was a friend of my grandfather. We talk of the decline in the population and of codfish and herring while he waits for a herring boat to come in. There are sequins on his vest and on his thumb. He has scraped the scales, the principal beauty, from unnumbered fish with that black old knife, the blade of which is almost worn away. Down at the water's edge, at the place where they haul up the boats, up the long ramp descending into the water, thin silver tree trunks are laid horizontally across the gray stones, down and down at intervals of four or five feet. Cold dark deep and absolutely clear, element bearable to no mortal, to fish and to seals . . . One seal particularly I have seen here evening after evening. He was curious about me. He was interested in music; like me a believer in total immersion, so I used to sing him Baptist hymns. I also sang "A Mighty Fortress Is Our God." He stood up in the water and regarded me steadily, moving his head a little. Then he would disappear, then suddenly emerge almost in the same spot, with a sort of shrug as if it were against his better judgment. Cold dark deep and absolutely clear, the clear gray icy water . . . Back, behind us, the dignified tall firs begin. Bluish, associating with their shadows, a million Christmas trees stand waiting for Christmas. The water seems suspended above the rounded gray and blue-gray stones. I have seen it over and over, the same sea, the same, slightly, indifferently swinging above the stones, icily free above the stones, above the stones and then the world. If you should dip your hand in, your wrist would ache immediately, your bones would begin to ache and your hand would burn as if the water were a transmutation of fire that feeds on stones and burns with a dark gray flame. If you tasted it, it would first taste bitter, then briny, then surely burn your tongue. It is like what we imagine knowledge to be: dark, salt, clear, moving, utterly free, drawn from the cold hard mouth of the world, derived from the rocky breasts forever, flowing and drawn, and since our knowledge is historical, flowing, and flown. Adrienne Rich - Diving into the Wreck First having read the book of myths, and loaded the camera, and checked the edge of the knife-blade, I put on the body-armor of black rubber the absurd flippers the grave and awkward mask. I am having to do this not like Cousteau with his assiduous team aboard the sun-flooded schooner but here alone. There is a ladder. The ladder is always there hanging innocently close to the side of the schooner. We know what it is for, we who have used it. Otherwise it is a piece of maritime floss some sundry equipment. I go down. Rung after rung and still the oxygen immerses me the blue light the clear atoms of our human air. I go down. My flippers cripple me, I crawl like an insect down the ladder and there is no one to tell me when the ocean will begin. First the air is blue and then it is bluer and then green and then black I am blacking out and yet my mask is powerful it pumps my blood with power the sea is another story the sea is not a question of power I have to learn alone to turn my body without force in the deep element. And now: it is easy to forget what I came for among so many who have always lived here swaying their crenellated fans between the reefs and besides you breathe differently down here. I came to explore the wreck. The words are purposes. The words are maps. I came to see the damage that was done and the treasures that prevail. I stroke the beam of my lamp slowly along the flank of something more permanent than fish or weed the thing I came for: the wreck and not the story of the wreck the thing itself and not the myth the drowned face always staring toward the sun the evidence of damage worn by salt and away into this threadbare beauty the ribs of the disaster curving their assertion among the tentative haunters. This is the place. And I am here, the mermaid whose dark hair streams black, the merman in his armored body. We circle silently about the wreck we dive into the hold. I am she: I am he whose drowned face sleeps with open eyes whose breasts still bear the stress whose silver, copper, vermeil cargo lies obscurely inside barrels half-wedged and left to rot we are the half-destroyed instruments that once held to a course the water-eaten log the fouled compass We are, I am, you are by cowardice or courage the one who find our way back to this scene carrying a knife, a camera a book of myths in which our names do not appear.

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