2004-01-27 - 11:48 p.m.

When people in real life ask me what music I like,
i dont like saying 'Radiohead'. Its not something i want
to reinforce; the image of an angst ridden teen.  
'ummm well i used to like the pixies before they cleaned 
up their sound' grrr
Secretly though, ive found some Radiohead b-sides.
A Reminder
True Love Waits
Pearly            +loads of others
                      if you look really hard, theres a
                      cover version of Be Quiet and Drive
                      by the Deftones
**woah UPDATE**
Talk Show Host - the best Radiohead b side i have heard.
It ranks up there with Street Spirit, Paranoid Andriod,
Pyramid Song, Sail to the Moon.  Im so excited to have
found this song.<==!!!!!!!!!this much happy!!!!!!!!==> 
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I I I I I
I've spent a long time in this chair today. Its nearly
midnight and its snowing, b side playing on windows.  
I often think about walking out the door at night and
going for a walk. For no reason other than to see if i
can surprise myself. 
'where are you going?'
'mggmmfmfm..'
'are you ok?'

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                What would make things better?

I guess i need to find god or something. Trick myself 
into seeing meaning.  Id be happy for a while, until
The Meaning told me to go moral crusading. tiresome.

My roommate comes black from drinking and watching dvds
soon.  ill flinch, hide the computer screen, and.. say hi
how was it? 
'uhh it was ok, id seen the film before. what time is it?'
'just gone midnight'
'what time do you get up tomorrow?'
'my alarm's set for 7.45'
'ok. im tired'

bah, turn pc off

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I have sinned;
.Ten Commandments
Blasphemy
Failure to Respect Sabbath
Lying
Coveteousness

.The Seven Deadly Sins
Avarice
Lust
Sloth
Envy
Anger

.Internal Sins
Delectatio Morosa - the pleasure taken in a sinful 
 thought or imagination even without desiring it
Gaudium - dwelling with complacency on sins already 
 committed
Desiderium - the desire for what is sinful

.Physical Sins
I wont go there

.General Sins
Vandalism Wanton destruction of nature
Tempting another toward evil acts
Superstition
Rash judgement
Missing Mass on any Sunday or Holy Day of Obligation
Malice...delight in the works of evil
Indifference to good or evil
Hatred
Greed...the desire to acquire earthly goods without limit
Failing to avoid the near occasion of sin...placing
 oneself in a situation known to be very tempting toward
 evil
Failure to tend to the needs of the poor
Excessive consumerism
Disobedience toward rightful authority...parents,
 teachers, employers, the law
Disregard for the environment
Sacrilege...treating irreverently the things that are holy

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       (' ),)      ('  ) ,)       (' ),) 
 I had second thoughts about putting these flames at the
bottom.  Although im not Christian, Christian values
are hard wired into my head, and i do seriously feel
a little twinge when i do anything that might be 
construed as sacreligious.

 
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